Ever feel like you’re a nobody? I have…

I don’t really have much friends in our neighborhood. There are only two people here that I care about. Well, I did. And they’re the only ones here who cares about me. Well, I thought they did.

Every time they decide to meet, they never call me and ask me to come. But I decided to let that go. But now, it’s really bothering me. Because every time I’m with them, they talk about things that I don’t know. And when I ask them about it, they always say “secret!”. It makes me feel like a nobody. If they don’t want me to know, can’t they have at least a little bit of respect? They can at least not talk about it in front of me.

Whenever I think about it, all I could think of is how not important I am to anyone. It’s like even if I die, would anyone care? If I leave, would they cry? I don’t think so…

If I didn’t exist in this world, would it make much of a difference? Would anyone miss anything? I’m a nobody to them. I’m a nobody to anyone.